
A life continued
A compelling story of the author’s struggle with cancer and the birth of her child that followed. The book combines self-portrait photography (including a World Press Photo 2019-winning image) with a candid monologue reflecting on the journey she undertook, faith, family, and creative expression.
Far from a conventional account of illness, the work is remarkable in its use of self-portraits and bold experiments with colour and light to reveal inner experiences and emotions usually hidden from view. Spanning several years, the book captures not only the recovery process, but also the trials of pregnancy during the COVID-19 pandemic, transforming it into a profoundly humanitarian project: a vivid, life-affirming testament that challenges stereotypes about cancer.
Reviews

“Interestingly, this is a self-portrait. We don’t really see that often in the competition. In Portraits, we discuss the issues of representation, how the photographer can portray a person in a sensitive, respectful way, and avoid them becoming symbols. Here, the person was able to make all the decisions for herself and she chose to portray herself in this way. She has no face. She is looking at the borscht but is not hungry. She seems contemplative, lost in thought, fearful. This photo evokes many feelings without actually showing someone’s face.
Also, it is beautiful as a photograph. There is the composition, the way the light enters through the curtain, the pop of color from the borscht.”
Whitney Johnson,
World Press Photo 2019
General jury chair

“In this book, what matters here is not so much visual cohesion but tone — the artist’s attempt to find a voice capable of uniting such a broad array of images. From this, a form emerged: organic, unexpected and distinct from any prior narrative model…
photography… allows us to experience — visually at least — the scene before us. And here, we are immersed in Alyona’s world, with its red hues, green shadows, and darkened rooms. Colours flare in the darkness, and we start to sense that what we are viewing is the essence of the photographer’s experience — that these images carry something of what once lived within her.”
Irina Chmyreva,
PhD in Art History,
Member of AICA and ORACLE,
Art Director of the PhotoVisa International Photography Festival


About the book
Photography and text: Alyona Kochetkova
Article: Irina Chmyreva
Design: Konstantin Eremenko
English translation: Tal Wood
Editor: Tatyana Grablevskaya
Pre-press: Vladimir Semenkov
Project coordination Olga Seifetdinova
Book format: 170×240mm
160 pages
Full-color offset printing
Edition of 300 copies
Languages: English and Russian
How to order
Please contact the author to buy the book outside of Russia.











